Beat the dirt out of her LEM-chan!!!

*anyone else gets scared when you click on the post button and your post get posted and then suddenly appears when the page gets updated? do you feel like you are not the person who posted it? or you were not in your right mind? or it's like the past you posted it and the future you got no recollection of it? or something like that? it regularly puzzles me and surprise me in a way that makes me feel like darkness is reeking inside of me ,_,*