morning everyone. yesterday was not my best day. still not sure if i was tricked or confronted by the final boss, her own demons. adds a layer of mystery to an already confusing situation. i keep thinking who would do this? just call me names all day here and nothing else? even if it is her, she has another side to her that does love me and it comes out occasionally and that's what i need to hold on to, and it's no surprise that the bad parts of her hate me. i really don't know though. on the other hand, these last few days have been some of our best in a way. closer i get to this flame the more it burns, but i will be ready for her when she is ready for me.

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she's really not ok. and i hate how she's surrounded by people telling her that she is, encouraging the bad about her. it makes this so hard because i want to love her not fight her. i'm fine with the dividend strategy though, i should not have even said that i was trying to be playful and tease but i need to stop that with her, think she hates that. know that's what you're doing right now though and i think it's very funny.

anyways, overdid it on the loveposting yesterday, but a day without it for me was like a day without food or water. 3 days without prices changing is going to be tough too, nothing to distract me from it, all alone here as you all well know. mom wants to talk about something so i guess i'll give her a call later. probably going to try and watch movies today because i don't think 19 hours of loveposting is what she wants or what i need, i'll let you all know what i watch. what are some of your guys favorite movies? true grit (nu grit) is my favorite probably, and i think i will watch that. my fair lady is another and i'm definitely watching that today. i'll watch princess mononoke if i can too. you should watch that today too babe, that's so us.
venus moves from taurus to gemini today and i wanna get a feel for how this effects us before i do too much. until later, /smg/.