>>40760924
Nope but blotter art is nifty.

>>40761004
>Do these for fun
Kind of? If I didn't enjoy it I wouldn't do it but there is also an element of practice.
>Gay and dumb
Fufufu

>Fix it
>ace of pents, page of wands, king of wands
Yes, but you're going to need to acquire some maturity along the way. You can start with understanding what you yourself want and going from there.