>>81898546
Low self esteem is my guess. I agree with the other Anon that he was definitely abused as a child and it made his adult psyche very dysfunctional and prone to making terrible erratic decisions.
To quote a familiar movie, people only accept the love they think they deserve.

>>212650580
Maybe if he had been raised by kind conservative parents who didn’t let him do drugs at age 13 he wouldn’t have turned out so degenerate.