>>82112189
>being asked out as a joke throughout highschool and having no friends till adulthood
having no friends isn't an ugly problem, especially if you're an amerimutt. the former happens to both of us though.
>online relationships not working after face revealing thinning hair acne big nose big jaw etc
online relationships are often more vain and looks-dependent than realspace dating.
>spending most days in my room rotting only going out for college
closing yourself off to the world, does not allow you to make irl friends. it doesn't matter if youre male or female, this is just the truth.
>enough to be a cum and ugly enough not enough to be loved
arguably this is on average worse for men. I've been manipulated to go through the same thing multiple times, but also with the expectation of me being a six-figure sugar daddy as a broke undergrad student. shit makes no sense.