Is it possible to drink so much alcohol that for example you will not remember 2 weeks of your life and wake up in other country or something? While drinking all the time and doing many things. Is it possible and how?

Hello, i literally sit 9 hours at work every day weekends free doing literally nothing, all i need to do is sit there and be there nothing more, the pay is very good, i really want to motivate myself to commute every day there just to sit and get money, In india children make bricks all day for 1 dollar. And i cant motivate myself to wake up come to work and just sit there. I was a neet a long time. IF i Don’t show up i will be homeless. How do i motivate myself to do it. Please help. I worked hard labour before so i Don’t know Whats happening

I took Morphine and i didint feel high or euphoric, is it because im enligtened by years of meditation? And it all it did made me little bit sleepy. By Beeing enlightened i feel like im high all the time,