>>22962592 (cont.)
>convenient technology is the only savior from this rotten reality and i can't wait for the day when the brainchip can take me away to waifu anime land while my robot housekeeper cleans the shit and piss off of my comatose body for minimum robot wage while i get to immerse in pre death digital heaven.
"Buy a better life from the comfort of your sofa" https://www.youtube.com/embed/0oMEuyhBkRo
That's not Heaven.
The poison of this world is the deceptions, the tricks... the artificial. The antidote is the genuine, the truth, the real. for example, grass is real. have you touched some recently? you should.

>i don't know everything in this world just seems really gross and awful and death adjacent and it's all really horrible
"There is some sort of a harmony. It is the harmony of overwhelming and collective murder ... but when I say this, I say this all full of admiration for the jungle. It is not that I hate it. I love it. I love it very much. But I love it against my better judgement" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dvbxh2rLcdo
Everything dies, yes. It all goes back to dust, yes. That's part of the cycle. But it's not the end of the cycle.

> so yeah why would i not drown myself in mind poison eye candy media like zzz?
Your mind. All of the stuff in the world still wouldn't fill the void. And none of it is worth losing your mind for.
Man needs a worthy purpose and gachaslop ain't it.
You might be able to drown yourself in distractions for a whole day or a whole week. But not for another whole 40 - 50 years. Your mind will realize the fakeness of it all. And when it does it will reject it. And the deeper one gets into the mire, the harder it becomes to correct course.