>>81651389
Interestingly it's literally the other way around most autistic men high on the spectrum externalize all their feelings and autistic traumas and might maybe have some tantrums when they're young or whatever but they grow up to be jolly fun and quirky men like papa Elon Musk not giving a shit doing autistic things whilst autistic girls internalize all their feelings and autistic traumas and end up becoming self-loathing and mentally ill and depressed it's like guy turning into a cockroach in Kafka's metamorphosis where you realize that you are burden to everyone around you and you're smart enough to know what is wrong with you but not smart or not autistic enough to fix it (theory of mind non cognitive empathy which is IMPOSSIBLE for autists), this board is proof enough of all the perma depressed autistic women that modern female socialization creates it sounds like a horrible alienating chimeric existence I thank Jove on the daily for not making me born as a female high-functioning autist yes I am sure the gods and spirits weep. I weep too.