>>40269866
yeah, we both want a relationship but unfortunately, we don't have a lot in common and I'm not sure what to say to her most of the time. We're chill with each other though. Sometimes I don't even want my dick sucked though, I just want to be with her because she's nice to me and actually treats me like a man she likes.

I feel obligated to provide for her though since she wants to be "a stay-at-home wife".

I mean, I have money from my new job but constantly buying her acrylic nails and other cute stuff is making my wallet ouchy.

It kind of makes me think I should be single because it's tough just being that masculine stoic figure that provides all the time.

Sometimes, I just want to be free a live like a fairy in the woods

>>40221835
did she really get sent to a mental hospital?.... GOD DAMN.
I've been there a couple times and that shit is torture. I was in the schizophrenic wing

I woke up today and realized I pushed most people away in my life by acting like an ass hole or just losing contact with them over the months and years.

I'm completely alone and have no friends. I hope the people that hate me are happy. If I can't be happy myself I might as well make the people that hate me happy in knowing that I have no friends, no family, nobody that cares about me in my life and I'm sane enough to realize this.

I'm not going to do anything stupid though, I'm just going to try and enjoy myself, kick back and play some old gamecube titles on my linux machine (arguably the best mario game ever, it was so relaxing and peaceful)