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I am :y
How is Ben lazy? Not to say he's working hard on art all the time, because honestly, he isn't, he's working all the time at his job, and he has been studying fundamentals through figure and gesture drawing, the dude has been making an effort to understand the fundies a lot more. Just again, contradictory thoughts cloud autists like him and me and we don't know wtf to do exactly to get better