Boyfriend-free girl, where are you?

I've had sex a few times, and I wasn't able to cum.
I'll stick to masturbation, it feels better for my dick.
I'm a total schizo anyways, I interact with people as little as possible.
I imagine that it would suck to have a woman around my place all the time when I want to just be alone.

I only interact with people when I am required to (going to work or buying groceries)