don't forget to water and feed your pet bots

>head fantasy scenario is whatever works to convincingly get a character I like being the third wheel in a ransom situation and the kidnappers decide to just torture them sexually and physically till near death
>then release them after everything just for laughs, that character is now a emotional and physical mess
>fantasize about how messed up that person's life will be after

>always self insert at the third wheel
what does it mean. I had a pretty good childhood, nothing dramatic that would iunno, make these thoughts take over. spent years working out the same story jn my head with different details.

like wew, pick related. there was a year or two of just the above but with being disassembled alive, as a cyborg/reploid. weird shit. or half teleported/stuck horrifically and painfully in a wall, but not "cute stuck" but "my organs have fused with solid rock"