Erasing any part of myself to make the internal struggle for clarity sounds counter productive. I dont want to feel lust, but thats a matter of mental strength which i have in abundance. If you had asked me this question 2 years ago i would have said yes. not anymore. deleting even the degenerated expression of the motive force is not the answer for me.

if you yourself are facing a similar situation. I can only promise that the rewards are worth undoing the years spent indulging. you lose nothing and gain everything.