>>81788518
well, she gave me attention, lots of it.
She was a depressed hikkineet with nothing to do all day.
And I'm an introverted autistic sperg who desires human contact.
If someone writes a message to me I will answer in relatively short time.
But she did the same, so we would just chat. All day every day.
>pic related
was somewhere in mid september 2024, after that until april 2025 we never had less than 20K messages a month.
I basically stopped playing vidya or watching animu or doing anything really where I couldn't have my phone in my hand chatting with her. Well besides University, I didn't throw away my education, but you bet your ass even during lectures etc chatting just slowed down, not stop.
Writing a good morning and good night message was literally the first thing after waking up and the last thing before going to bed we did.
Imagine literally standing in the bathroom and trying to send audios with a somewhat recognizeable voice while brushing your goddamn teeth in the evening.
So yeah, I obviously fell in love with her because she was basically the only human I was interacting with at that point.
Technically I was for her too, but apparently her feelings for me stopped at 100% platonic friendship.