>>508498609

I just find it difficult to find love. It's not even that I'm afraid of getting rejected, there simply isn't a single woman I liked besides surface level sexual attraction since I left school. And every other women I encountered since then just didn't click for me. I don't even find most unattractive, but nonetheless I feel nothing whenever I see a woman. So whether I take solace in an abstract depiction of my desires materialised by a drawn image of a Girl or not doesn't matter. Even if a girl, regardless of how out of my league she is either by her attractivness or lack thereoff, throws herself at me, I cannot and won't ever get into a relationship. I will die alone anyway. And nothing will ever change it.