A few threads ago I saw so many people saying they lost the weight then regained it, once, twice, even three times. At what point do you realize your own hubris and quit fucking around doing the same thing over and over? It's not a matter of just trying harder or being more careful this time, you didn't overlook something the first time, you knew you were getting fat again and you did nothing. You haven't changed. You're the same person who was so motivated and turned their life around, and then just stopped caring one day. Any epiphany you think you've had is just delusion.
Get full and happy today, tomorrow you can try again, you're gonna change for real this time! Keep swirling the drain until your life is over.