I feel like being a midshit (18-25) is almost worse than being a lateshit. Like you're so close to passing but you've already been permanently fucked by T puberty so it's not guaranteed. The body you've always yearned for is so close yet just barely out of reach. At least lateshits have to force themselves to come to terms with their ogrehon bodies and usually have the money to support their delusions, but midshits are just broke bddhons who hate themselves. Does it really get better or am I just doomed to being in a perpetual state of depression and detachment from myself