>>714468771
Yes, being born mentally ill to an abusive family that is poor because they're so fucking retarded they knowingly made every bad financial decision they ever could is entirely my fault
When you turn the arbitrary age number the government decided you are magically an adult and everything is your fault now and you deserve all your suffering and need to pull yourself up by le bootstraps while your mom is getting so shitfaced she falls over and severely hurts herself and your cancer ridden dad who never saved a penny in his life and can't work anymore is trying to fight her to put her busted arm in a sling while she spits on him and calls him worthless and I have to call 911 to get her in a fucking ambulance meanwhile she was supposed to take care of my dad when he's about to go through this radical cancer treatment that might make him mentally incapable and meanwhile I'm just in the middle of all this not even being treated like I exist because I'm autistic and my only coping mechanism for my absolute nigger life since I was a child getting hit by my dad and having him force my door open to hit and yell at me because I did something in a way he didn't like or wasn't """"""normal"""""" enough is putting a pillow over my head in my room cuddled in a ball and never saying anything because I can't communicate properly and my retarded dad can't either because he's also autistic and doesn't even believe mental illness exists and yells at me when I take the initiative to clean the busted tile kitchen floor the cat puked on because I delayed him getting a cup of water by 1 minutes instead of saying fucking thank you

I'm never talking to normalfags again, why are you all here on my outcast autistic weeb forum instead of on fucking facebook or wherever your kind leeched from like wet garbage seeping out of a bag?