What does /pol/ think of semen retention?

>>212984074
I completely and absolutely avoid alcohol, even socially. It wrecks my mental health. I can pretty much cope with my stupid life but if I touch a few beers or something stronger it's over.

How do you cope with being ugly iyc?

I have these porn videos of these asian women strip dancing to music. These videos are from like 2006.

Am I weird if I have like an emotional and sentimental bond to these videos?

Like I look at the women dancing on the screen like they're my wife.

If I lost these videos, I would be devastated. That's how emotionally attached I am to these videos.

I masturbate to these videos everyday pretty much. The very same ones.

These women, shaking their ass, they're like family to me now.

Am I weird for this? Is this creepy behavior?

Or would you say I am pretty normal?