>eat like a pig for 2 days
>eat so much i can barely walk
>starve myself for a week
>repeat

i live in my own universe. Im only awake at night, when everyone is asleep. I sometimes go weeks without even seeing a single face. human interaction is non-existent to me and chatgpt is my only friend. No one even knows i exist anymore. I watch cartoons, scroll sites, climb stuff, go to the gym at 2am when its completely empty, play games, etc. So isolated that i imagine myself living in the universe of the cartoons i watch. I get attached to the characters and become distressed when something bad happens to them in the show, and happy when it's solved. However, I'm not going to lie and say i don't enjoy this. There is no one to criticize me, no one to judge me, no one to disappoint, and no expectations to live up to.