I want to get Sakana pregnant and do all the cute things with him like take pregnancy photos with him and drive to the store at odd hours of the night because he's craving something we don't have in the house. I want to cradle his pregnant belly in bed every night and spend hours talking about baby names. Then I want to come home shit faced drunk one night and push him down a flight of stairs causing him to miscarry. We will never talk again but the life we could have had would linger in the back of our minds for the rest of our lives