I used to be pretty motivated to go out and meet new people but after being in the community for a couple of years and hitting 5digit followers I just can't be assed anymore. Been in so many catty, bitchy group chats looking at people shit talking others or their friends behind their backs, tea getting spilled left and right, "why are you talking to this person they offended my very soul with something insanely insignificant" "did you hear about what smegmacos did to grimblo this weekend yikesss", political issues out the ass, having to walk on eggshells, etc. It's all so fucking tiresome.