Don't think I am happy with my partner, or ever happy with my previous ones. Think its hitting me now how much I just do not give a fuck, I make my own happiness I do not need to be dependent on others. But I hate giving 110% to take care of someone and getting half that.
Money, Time, Stress. Maybe society has ruined me but I feel like things are better if I just participate in hook up culture and just go on my own. Does anyone else feel like this? Relationships are such a drain.