>>81574479
>At your age you should at least have some wisdom
>but you obviously don't.
Might be. Even with 50 years now I don't feel like a man. I'm a very old boy with a grey beard.
I day-dream about a life in another world. A world where a race of super strong men is conquering the land. A medieval scenario, warriors with sword and armor. They fight and they win. There is fire and smoke, the roar of war, hail and victory. And this men become the Lords, take the girls, rule the land, live in castles... I'm writing a novel about it. At least I give it a try.
Probably not a very adult dream, but it gives me a feeling of being alive and being a man. My real live just gives me none of that.