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>Is it someone you know well?
I dunno if I'd say I know him "well" yet, but I've known him for a long time. He's actually the older brother of one of my childhood friends. So I think the reason I feel so unusually submissive towards him is cause when I was younger, I had a bit of a repressed crush on him, and he was one of my prime examples of a cool, attractive, confident, masculine older guy. So while I try to emulate that alpha-guy ideal when I'm with hooking up with femboys, once I started fooling with him it's like I revert back to my awkward teenage self that had a guilty crush on him.

>Are you gonna see him again?
Yeah, I already have plans to hang out with him and his brother (and a couple other friends) this weekend. I dunno if me and him will have any time alone together. The last couple times I've been out drinking with this crew, he's volunteered to be DD, and then instead of dropping me off at my apt he's just taken me back to his place instead to dick me down. If it happens this wekeend, that's probably how it'll go down again.