You bottoms complain about chasers but I pumped a cutie the oher night and they immediately got weird afterwards and eventually asked if I was going home. Love is impossible to find as a faggot. It's over. It's over. It's over. It's

It is so fucking over. From day one. It has been so many years and I still get fucked up over this. Been doing the foreskin restoration cope for a decade too. I almost enter a psychotic state of laughter over how fucked up the horror of it is.

I know logically that I prefer to be single but I need ways to cope with the natural desire for intimacy that eats at the back of my mind.

i hate being so lovesick i spend all my days fantasizing and daydreaming of love and intimacy but people from places like these make me so scared of the world , but i cant stop coming back cause i need to be aware of the evil so i can be cautious of it. but instead , now i have nothing and nobody and i feel like my youth is being wasted everyday

im so scared to get a boyfriend cause like what if i gain 5lbs or something and He decides to hate me i dunno these things happen to somebody what if its me