>>40830113
Thoroughly enjoy. A good reset for when this bitch of has earth has tried my patience for too long. Ironically, I only feel my piece of "god" or "operant power" when tripping; so much for ego death. Convinced it's true, albeit for around 3% of the world that can actually use consciousness / agency to the full degree. I get weird ideas, fun ideas, or blank out brainless. Harnessing your feels vs logical ape IQ is satisfying. I would like to reside in that state for a month at a time if only to avoid this bitch of an earth.

Today's idea is to embrace the boomer ethos of only caring about myself and nobody else. In the same regard, to stop extending all handouts or guilt to those around me. It's exhausting to always be on and doing people's job for them (e.g. highlighting errors that are harming someone) or live with strangers' future kids' kids on my mind (e.g. non-profit engineering work which pays fuck all). I can't stay like this forever, the collective has primacy, but it's nice to larp as an egomaniac.
https://youtu.be/zlCfkUuzDaw