I am 5'6 215lb. I am capable of
>Incline Bench 235lb × 3 reps
>Squat 285lb × 3 reps
>Pullups 25lb × 3 reps

The Great Gama would be disappointed in the modern India of today.

When I was 13, I went to this shitty ghetto hood rat school in South Florida. It was like a prison for children. Since I was not black, I never really fit in and would get targeted at times. Luckily I was not white either, and my skin color didn't attract as much attention as a white kids would have. All of that to say, I was angry alot of the time. This anger is something I subconsciously channeled into working out(mostly calisthenics at the time). This is also when I started reading lots of martial arts mangas like Shamo and Sun-Ken Rock. But now that i am an adult and no longer in those circumstances, I find that I have lost the edge. That edge made me more disciplined and focused than I am now. How do I get it back without going to prison? I need that edge for the calisthenics, kickboxing, and weightlifting routine I have in my mind. Only that version of me could possibly maintain this routine I am imagining.