ive moved in with my sugar daddy that im going to marry to secure my future
were using so much gear no way he burns through his retirement no kids for it to go to
my senpai hasnt met him yet and they dont know where i live now

i miss her i hope she is well
wish i could talk to her just one more time even just to say goodbye like we promised we would do if she was going to disappear

but i have no friends my senpai is ready to let me disappear myself
im going to end up dealing it again im already fried at my 3 day a week job

:/ cant have my dream
new dream never be sober reassess life at 46 when i have my stroke