had i lived a better life it would be over by now. instead i was hardened by this shit hand i got dealt.. distrust is a learned character trait.. it takes practice.. a lot of it, to be good.. in other words, to genuinely trust no one; you gotta work at it.. and i did.. for that reason, i am not just alive today, but running the football hard.. imagine that

anyway, i know a guy who did everything right.. everything.. from the time he was born up through now, and today also, he did the right thing.. he went to school, he got good grades, he got a great job, he made the team, he got the house, he got the black suv, he has a beautiful loving wife and 3 boys.. and now that's it.. he's all done.. they fucking killed him they don't give a fuck.. that's the world he did right for.. and i'm just heartbroken for his family and for him and for all the ignorance and the things that went on