>>33259617
>Also you might find yourself a little more grounded with the routine of a job and interacting with normies
Yeah you're right, but my head tends to make jobs 3x as stressful as they need to be, I have a big tendency to constantly doubt myself and feel paranoid about how coworkers see me and other shit like that, it puts a lot of pressure on me. It gets to the point where I feel less useless when I NEET because I am actually that insecure about myself when I'm working.

I'm still gonna work though because I know that NEET-ing leads nowhere but I am not looking forward to it and I barely care about the money. I just hope I might meet some friends and be able to build something that at least resembles a social life. I'm finally starting therapy too (this time for shit I actually have instead of them focussing on shit I was misdiagnosed with) so maybe this time it will go better and I'll finally get somewhere

Hopefully I'll lose the khv card soon