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Is it possible for you to have a thought that isn't something negative or destructive? Are you happy? Why are you like this?
Constantly living in a negative mindset such as you are is going to kill you. It's going to give you high blood pressure and heart disease. You'll literally "hate" your way into an early grave - and when you have your funeral it'll be sparsely attended because nobody likes being around someone who is negative 100% of the time.