>33938747
>ASL
23/USA/don't bother if you're some gooner that skims to add every F
>looking for
Losing hope at an exponential rate. I'm doing everything right for myself and changing, but everything still goes wrong or I remain suicidally miserable. Sick of hearing that this is just how life goes. I'm desperate for a genuine reason to live, even if thats meeting someone I connect with so much that it becomes OK to live because its alongside them, those were truly the only times I've ever felt fine and its gone now. I know that's unhealthy but I have made enormous strides in not being unhealthy for someone else otherwise nor allowing others to be to me and I have 0 interest in a toxic, full of drama deal. I'm very tired. Mentally ill is chill but if you never want to get out of the pit I'm not for you. Lets get out of it together instead. This post may seem negative but I can also be upbeat, kind, emotionally supportive, and I have hobbies and goals of my own. If I think we click, you will know it and feel cared for, I wear my heart on my sleeve. Don't know what I'm looking for but I'll know it when I see it because you can't force genuine connection/spark (not romantic I mean in general or even a platonic soulmate if I'm lucky)
>not looking for
Bigots, extreme dryness, I can cope with quite literally anything else though
>contacts
11192025 <--- discord