maybe this is a dumb rookie question, but has anyone else felt the very specific euphoria of fucking your ass to sissy hypno locked in chastity under drugs? and then you get into this cycle of tricking your mind into being "locked forever" so you can get fucked forever? i think i did that to myself the other night and it's one of the most powerful and addictive sensations i've ever had. gonna try and do it again soon.