>>40243501
That's what weight lifting and exercise is for.
>>40243508
You want to escape the responsibility that comes with being a man. Women are handing value by virtue of being able to carry children. And really that even stops outside of the ages of 15-25. Even women are chasing that time period in their lives before/after.
You're a coward, probably autist fixated on some sort of porn-induced autogynephilia. You cannot become a woman. You will never pass. You may be able to get enough plastic surgery to become androgynous from certain photograph angles, but in real life you will creep out people around you.
You are the modern Chinese court eunuch. Influenced by the Malthusian elites into castrating yourself to reduce the underclass population.