It still provokes the same repulsion, horror, and the same feeling of "violation" (I felt raped) in the dream about the barn and the nun. I even felt like something was touching me (even though I was clothed or something related to trying to get me to fornicate with them). Honestly, I don't think Lucifer Morgnanstern likes me (at least not in that sense). I think it was more of a move on his part to manipulate me...
But... damn... I didn't expect that.