i am a non-practicing muslim, I wasn't born one but was always inclined to religion, and islam seemed reasonable to me so i converted, but it was hard for me to be a muzzie in a nonmuzzie country so i stopped practicing.

then, i started just praying to God, saying Bismillah (in the name of God) and saying what i want three times. 90% of the time my wish comes true and when it doesn't i get a thought in my head that this wish might not be a good thing.

regardless of this, i still dont practice Islam, but ive tried a thing recently. i got a rosary from when i was a catholic and held it in my hand and prayed the lord's prayer. i felt something else, like i was being watched intensively by..
something. but i still didn't convert to any religion entirely, and i think God is mad im not practicing religion actively after all of this, and the reason i believe this is a dream i had yesterday.

i was laying in my bed watching some videos on yt, then i felt a huge sense of dread, of being watched and that I was about to get jumped. i looked around and saw shadow faces all around me, i tried to say la ilaha ilallah (there is no God but Allah), but the words seemed to get stuck in my throat. with a lot of struggle, i said it and something emerged from my blanket, it was a figure that resembled something I cant describe.

im sure something is mad at me. i started recently to challenge demons, like "come on you coward jump me" when im in a room in the dark and shit like that

the other day i felt like i was being watched and had a vivid thought of myself staring at the tv and screaming with my mouth opened in an abnormally large way. i started to see eye shapes in all sorts of things around the house

help?