I want to experience a Ghost, or some kind of paranormal event. I've been afraid of death my whole life to the point I'm medicated to deal with the anxiety. I'm doing well, but I always thought if I could see a ghost or something then I would find peace. But after going on well over 50 ghost hunts, going to haunted places, or places that you would assume would be haunted like old battle fields and mental hospitals I've seen and experienced nothing. What's worse is that most of the people I use to go on these things with now won't go with me. We would always have fun but never see anything, never capture so much as a mot of dust. They said they love having me around, but when I'm with them they don't find anything. I've gone to places where they say theirs active hauntings and nothing, people who take me are always confused like "it's usually so active I don't understand" Its like everytime I go it's the ghost night off. What am I doing wrong.