>>534271665
i know this feeling well, and i know it's never actually completely the truth. it always feels more this way than it actually is, even if 'being the most engaged person in the room' may still be true. our friends care more than we might feel like they do, sometimes. plus, a lot of people find having someone's full undivided attention like that tiresome or exhausting- as much as i wish it weren't like that- but not everyone feels that way. hang in there, anon. you'll find someone who appreciates you.