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>convinced all of this is bullshit
>read Programmed to Kill and The Franklin Scandal
>now I believe in it which has honestly bummed me out quite a bit

Understanding that the Satanism (actually Thelema) is just a tool used to enable abuse and mental reprogramming was kind of the turning point for me. The insane levels of cruelty and abuse being a means to an end, rather than just an end in themselves (though clearly they are a goal for many involved) sort of put me on the path of... what could you use a person for who has had D.I.D. forced upon them?

Just about anything.

And that's very valuable.