Early 20s/M/EU

I'm looking for an obsessive BPD girl that is impulsive and desperate for attention and has a hard time controlling her emotions. A girl that can't live without me, but spends the whole time we are together arguing and fighting, with some loving moments in between where she shows some genuine appreciation for our relationship. A can't live together nor apart kind of situation. Whenever you are mad at me you might take revenge by cheating on me but will feel horrible afterwards, so you will apologize profusely, only to do it again after a while.
In terms of my interests, I'm into all sorts of artsy fartsy and alternative stuff (music, film, art, etc), history and philosophy, science, technology and cooking. I'm 180 cm tall and fairly skinny. I have light skin and dark hair.
Other than having a healthy weight, I have no other physical requirements for you. Dark hair and pale skin are a plus but not mandatory.

If you live in Europe and that description sounds anything like you, my discord is:
seilen.os