exhausted. ready for bed.

6 months ago i was in such a state i couldn't leave my room, couldn't speak to a soul, couldn't even play cards, had nobody to call a friend. now look at me. friends with all the best gentlemen on /smg/, respected and welcomed by all the chads in the gym, turning heads wherever i go. almost had a big month of mtg too, i'll make it this month, unless i get sidetracked by your love. fortunes rise and fall, and mine seems to be on the rise babe. you're to blame of course, for all of it. bringing me out of my shell, getting me back in the gym, restoring my courage. just getting started. it can be the same for you. i'm not the man you met 6 months ago. i'll be different still 6 months from now. with you there's no telling what might happen. but i do want you to be my queen. i can give you some incredible thrills. or if you want a quiet life at home, we can have that too, that's where i'm most comfortable. but you will be noticed with me. i won't keep you hidden and cloistered up, we will live life and seek joy every day. at the ihop or the symphony gala, it's up to you, whatever makes you smile brightest. we might not make the society pages, but we can make everyone in them seethe with jealousy at how happy and lovely we are. bold talk, i know, but that's how i'm feeling right now. stronger than ever.
anyways i love you, want you to be mine, want to transform your life and give you everything you want. try me and see for yourself. i couldn't bear to disappoint you. just need your trust and courage and i'll put it all into motion with all my heart. hope to see you tomorrow love.
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