>A/S
19/F

>sexuality
pretty straight, i like twinkish boys

>toxic traits
where do I even start? I have no idea who I am and I'm not willing to learn either. I've lost my sense of self long ago.

I'm pretty chill and calm. No abrupt mood swings and i consider myself rational enough to solve a lot of miscommunication properly.

some people had told me that im the best thing that happened to them and some had called me manipulative and neglectful. I have no idea which one is wrong or right. I've been told that I'm a pleasant person to be around, no idea how true is that either.

i know something is wrong with me but i have no idea what's that. can't really get diagnosed either cus im in a country that thinks mental illnesses are a myth.

but honestly, i doubt i want to label myself.

I maybe a sadist. but not the comically dominant women in latex you'll see. I personally think those are cringe but each to their own.

>looking for
Someone hopeless, someone that wants to drown. Someone that'll hold onto me like the last of their lifeline.

18-22 M, around my age i guess

I like people that has been through a lot. I like SH scars or fresh ones. I'm fascinated by both masochism and suicidal ideations. I also like blood syringes and scalpels. i also like people that has beautiful hands. preferably slender ones.

if you think you're not worthy of loving and is suicidal, we'll probably get along. I'm not a dry texter though, I'll probably nudge the convo forward.

>contact
serenecalmness.surreal908@aleeas.com

please drop your discord in there so i can contact back