>>22929772
yes, that's precisely how i feel.

i'm yearning for you very badly right now. haven't heard from my friend, which i was hoping to distract me from this. i guess i want to ease your apprehension. who i am in desperate courtship over the internet is not at all who i am in person. yes, this is me, a side of me, one that's constrained by what i can input into a keyboard. i like to think some of my soul comes through but you can only experience that in person. i have a powerful presence, and i want you to experience that. you may be in another relationship, one you started after meeting me, after wrongfully rejecting me because i'm part jewish. you can leave him just as you did me before, you can make the better choice. i'm thankful you're still reading my words, heeding my advice, and i like to think there's still hope for us. i know there is, but i also know it's a choice your heart has to make, that i can't make for you, can only try to convince you. i have a unique way of loving, one that i think is special, that i know you can't get elsewhere, that i want you to have. be my girl, i can fix your whole heart, your whole life, and it would fill my soul and invigorate me, i'd be better yet. i love you darling. choose me.
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