i hate how after the breakup all i wanna do is be an attentionwhore
i wanted to feel wanted so bad that i ended up sending nudes to multiple men just to get a tiny bit of validation
and now i just feel disgusting
im watching myself ruin my own self respect in real-time just to prove to myself im still desirable
i know its dumb but i genuinely cannot stop
i still feel empty as fuck after every compliment and i hate myself even more