as i stated before "i have been fleeing the states and been on the run since 014 i owe them alot of money i decided to make a run for it that was the worst decision of my life if they find me it doesnt matter if i pay them or not they gave me a chance and i ruined it if they find me im dead" no one helped, im a little bit calmed down as of now but sometimes when i go to sleep i feel like i wont wake up the next day i also sometimes feel like they are closer then i think, this is also a update on the situation (and i will try to update everyday if i dont update im probably dead). yes, i have changed motels. yes, im in NM. yes, i must admit i have done some things i regret doing in 014. that is pretty much it as nothing that crazy has happened today (as of now) if something happens i will do a early update on the situation, but please god if anyone is reading this please give recommendations i cannot live like this forever.