>>24525852
The road is a lot harder than you think, and it's all pointless in the end anyway. God doesn't care. You'll be expected to stop caring too, to stop "wanting" in general. Boredom and a deep feeling of worthlessness is your reward for trying. That is, if you're one of the few lucky ones. The vast majority go to Hell. When the game is rigged, giving up is the only reasonable choice.