>>935742714
>Now I can't tell if I am gay because it did feel good, but I didn't want it.
>Maybe its the 10+ year long porn addiction
There's been tons of research proving neither sexual experiences nor porn exposure can alter your core sexuality. If they could, "conversion therapy" wouldn't be the crock of shit that it is. At most it might give you some kinks that you otherwise wouldn't have otherwise discovered you were into. But you would've turned out gay either way.