UH OH, it was the homosuck anon all along. i've got some gachimuchi webms too, even though some anons mentioned how aniki had body dysmorphia, i think i will have to mention that not all our heroes are perfect, it is us who have to pick the good parts amongst what we're given and make our opinions out of it. it doesn't matter if your "IDOL" or the person you used to look up to was a terrible person, or an individual who needed help themselves, THEY'RE ALL PROBABLY DEAD. or suffering. the only thing you can control is your MIND and ACTIONS from now on. don't let your "INSTAGRAM" or "FACEBOOK" or "TIKTOK" feed get you sad. be aware of your surroundings, be aware of the algorithms trying to keep you on the app as much as possible feeding on your emotions. you are MUCH more than that.