I'm no good with people because I'm hypersensitive and overreactive, quick to anger and slow to calm

the only thing that has ever helped this was benzos and even then only short term and the brain fog from taking them long term makes me feel 40 IQ points lower

>ASL
34/m/us
>Interests
I like depressing media where everyone is dying horribly or otherwise fated to die horribly like Dark Souls or The Lighthouse
>Mental Illnesses
I'm not diagnosed with anything but probably quiet BPD
>Favorite anime
.hack//sign
>Looking for
genuine human conversation, if that's possible
>Not looking for
even if I put a succinct list here of things that bother me it won't do me any good, and frankly I just want to talk to people and will be accepting of quite a lot as long as the conversation is good or makes me feel even marginally less alone for a couple minutes

also less than three people over six months will add me from this post even if I try to cast a very wide net as I am a non-female so really I just don't want to shoot myself in the foot here

hell even if we've had a bad time before somehow I'm probably open to trying again, I just really hate being alone with my thoughts
>Discord tag
nepdisc